Not a vampire
The title says it all and something that has always impressed me throughout my life. That a person might be beautiful or not so much on the outside, it doesn’t matter so much. But what does truly matter is the beauty on the inside. The ability to appreciate the wonders of life and the universe, to imagine and dream, and the way we interact with each other are all part of that beauty.
A commissioned image for one of my dA friends, which on her request was patterned after one of her OC’s

Night Vision by =stagehand007 on deviantART
An image I did as a commission. I tried out something just a little bit different with the vampire skin textures. I have as much fun doing that as I do creating the scene and rendering it
Her Domain by =stagehand007 on deviantART
This was a commissioned piece that I did for one of my dA friends. I’m going to be doing several more commissions, in this case their free. I have been feeling as thought some of my work is growing stagnant so I asked people to challenge me some. While this is a commission, it is loosely directed. Meaning the person gave me the specs for the character, and then I came up with a scene that fit the described personality.
I also got back to doing some modeling in this scene, so most of what is in there is modeled from scratch. By far the most time consuming part of this project was getting the lighting right. Lighting is huge working in 3D, it can make the difference in something looking photo realistic or looking cartoonish.
This image may also be viewed on my web site, Vampire’s Promise.
Earlier tonight I was watching the Oscars show. It came time to announce the winner in the Best Director category. Now I usually watch the show every year, but I am certainly not a historian, I couldn’t even tell you who won last year, and already forgotten most of the winners this time around. In the lead up to announcing the winner for the best director, it was mentioned there was a chance we could have either the first woman or African American winner for best director.
The way that was stated lead me to believe this might have actually been the first time that either a woman or African American had ever been nominated. Again I don’t know Oscar history that well, so I might be wrong on that, just was my impression. As it turned out Kathryn Bigelow won as best director for The Hurt Locker, so now indeed we do have the first woman to win best director, congratulations to her ![]()
It got me to thinking, yeah it happens every so often for me. Here it is 2010 and we are just now seeing the first woman to win best director, and we still haven’t had an African American or either gender win. And I do remember enough about Oscar history to know that it was just a couple of years ago that Densel Washington was the first African American man to win the best actor award. And this is Hollywood we’re talking about, which certainly has a reputation as being a fairly liberal institution.
It’s all just another stark reminder to me about how much inequality exists in the world today, and especially within the US, and just how difficult it is to overcome. I guess on some level progress is made, but it sure seems slow to me.

